Well...

Hey.

I have been shit at this, lets be honest. But I am going to persist.

See my first post I had some stuff to get off of my chest, this time. Nope. Nothing.

However, this feels like a good, productive way for me to procrastinate. I have a Psychology mock exam tomorrow and I am really unprepared for it.

I have to start somewhere so I will start with...

What is the point of tinsel? Really? I said this to my Nanna today, whilst watching my Mum put the Christmas Tree up. It's safe to say, my family know I am not normal, nor am I ever going to be normal.

I love Christmas. Best time of the year. But right now, I really cannot be arsed with anything. I wake up, go to college, watch Youtube videos when I get home, do my homework/coursework and go to bed. Such a dull life I lead. However, something exciting did happen last week. I HAVE APPLIED TO UNIVERSITY. This is possibly the scariest thing I have ever done. The fact that this time next year I won't be living at home terrifies me, especially because I have not applied to any University that is close to my home. The closest Uni I have applied to is Sheffield Hallam University and let me tell you that is not close. I will be at least 2 hours away from home. BUT hey, it should be fun. :) Hopefully. Well as fun as a history degree can be ;)

I'm just going to interrupt myself here, I was just scrolling down tumblr. And I came across a picture of Harry Styles in SPARKLY BOOTS. I don't know whether this is fabulous or just not. SERIOUSLY! SPARKLY BOOTS! Speaking of Harry Style, my Mum has informed me that Story of my Life made Number 1 in the UK! WAIT, I just checked online, she was lying... WHY MOTHER WHY? Is it number 1? I'M SO CONFUSED!

Back to what I was talking about, University. I am genuinely terrified about this. College was a big enough adjustment, Uni is gonna be a killer. I will not be able to iron or wash very successfully. But thankfully I did study Food Technology in school and college so I know my way around a kitchen. but that could mean I end up cooking for everyone... hmmm.

Plus, I am not a big drinker. Which will either change or I will not fit in very well. But on the plus side I won't be wasting money on alcohol as much as others :D

Anyway, Youtube is calling to me. Well that and revision but Vlogmas is much more interesting that Gender Schema Theory... :/

Hi.

Hey.

My plan for this is to stay as anonymous as I possible can but it would be rude for me to not tell you at least a little bit about me.

So... Hi, I'm Charlie.

I'm 17 and am in college studying History, English language and Psychology. No I cannot read what you are thinking. Yes I have been asked that numerous times before.

I'm afraid that's all I'm going to give you about myself at the moment, I feel as though this needs to be kept from people I actually know. I need a place to put my feelings and thought out there and keep it separate from my 'real life'.

I sure you are wondering about why this is called Life of a Teenage Fangirl. Well, I'm a self confessed fangirl. I'm sick of having to keep all these "fangirl feelings" bottled up because quite frankly my friends don't really give a crap so this is going to be my outlet.

Of course, I won't just speak about One Direction, McFly, the woes of being a Jonas fan right now. I also plan to bore you with my mundane life ;)

As well as having a slight obsession (yes that is an understatement) with these kind of bands, I also enjoy spending my free time on YouTube watching people such as Zoella, Tyler Oakley, PointlessBlog, Marcus Butler, Joe Sugg, Mazzi Maz, danisnotonfire, AmazingPhil... The list can and will go on. I'm not going to lie to you, I feel as though these youtubers have helped me in so many ways. When I'm feeling down, like when I didn't get incredible AS results, I turned to the videos they had published and it made me smile. Zoella's "just say yes" has shown me that yes I can and should do something because I want to and not be held back because someone disagrees with me. 

Can you tell I have no idea what I'm doing here? :D

I'm not going to be one of those people who promises to update at a certain time. I will try my best. I doubt anyone is even going to read this so really it's just for myself and to keep me sane ;)

So I think it time to just jump into it. Dive in head first and hope for the best. So this is me. And this is the boring bit out of the way, now enjoy this picture of Niall Horan in a mankini :) 

Goodnight :)